If It’s Okay With You

every memory I never made with you,
every moment to remember that never happened,
everything I saw in us that never blossomed.

everything i'd really want to forget.

I think I've lost you

slowly & deeply

OK OK OK

You got hit in the face but its ok!
He is the worst kid ever, for he resides within me. Easy mark*
Hard time fitting in to the pretentious set.

I'M OK, ME LOVE.

Heroes?
Kang xi?
Guess Show?
Naruto?

All for a sick homely geek.

Tell me girl

So when will I see your face again,
When will you touch my life again
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you...

Will I see your face again.

傻的。
你快乐吗？

words of a broken heart

And so far, more shits have happened.
Everyday is a dread.
But I'm on status for two weeks before the referral to specialist.
Not too bad, not too bad.
Booking in at 7!
I must not be late again.

My heart feels crashed.

Well you're the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didn't last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed
-

And you cant lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad.

love it or hate it?

I think I think alot more throughout this trip. On the porch swing, with a meadow of stars blooming in the darkening sky and the soft cool sea breeze sweeping across my face. I think about me, about you. -I'm trying to forget. But I'm addicted to you. But I wanted and I needed. I'm addicted to you. Now it's over. How long will I be waiting, until the end of time. I don't know why I'm still waiting when I can't make you mine.-

Maybe they were right.

To whom it matters,
I like you more than anything else in the world.