tension in the air

The afternoon sun burnt its way through. Colleagues and I dragged our heavy feet and heavy hearts to BK. The free kit kat comes with my big fish meal. But no, I got no kit-kat. why? And work was not any better. While it is fun to work in a new environment, with more superior computer and access network... I am thinking that it might not be so fun after all. The tension is killing me. Now I have the HR manager just infront of me, many perms to my left, right and back. And I have no friends with me anymore.

Then at night, I had dinner at five star chicken rice with XianLiang. We mingled, talked, chitchatted, drank and puffed, and the cycle repeats. Met Dessy up and again we mingled, talked, chitchatted, drank and puffed again. Nothing like spending it all with budds. And through the conversation, I realised. In the midst of all the hustle and bustle, tears and joy, loneliness and excitement. We grow up fast. Still growing up fast. I miss them, miss the good old days. None of the boys make it big. Nyap failed his foundation year. Des flunk his A's. Glenn and Wt retained. Jer and I going nowhere with our miserable results. I closed my eyes and let my mind drift...

where's the brains, brilliance, brawns?